Suicide Mosquitoes

*Trigger Warning – Suicidal Content*

 

Today you would have been fifty-two

Instead the doctor took away my blue

Pills and made me start the yellow

But I don’t feel like yellow

I feel like blue

Memories of you

Pinching at my heart

Suicide mosquitoes buzzing

Round my head

Today you would have been fifty-two

Instead it’s a gray kind of day

Cigarette meditation

Deep breathing smoke cuz yellow

Pills don’t bring

Medication mellow

Fill my lungs with your last breath

My prayers are a crime against humanity

So I whisper into empty ashen hands

Today you would have been fifty-two

Instead you are dead

 

(Image from Pinterest)

 

30 thoughts on “Suicide Mosquitoes

  1. Yes such writing has a cathartic value, sweet soul.
    I am happy to embrace your words, fill my arms … and as I release coloured petals fall to the ground. Your pain disperses in the colour…. ♥️

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