Knife to my Back

I found myself

Walking in my sleep

Feet at the edge

A nightmare reality

Making it’s way to the surface

From beyond the deep

My mind a raging storm

Faces and memories torn

Away in a frenzy

Dazed and confused

What’s in my head

Grasping at bits and pieces

I can see a light

But not the source

Yelling and lying

Can I stop dying

The sound of

Breaking boughs

Add to the echoes

Babies are crying

Running and hiding

They are still fighting

Sirens are howling

Who am I following

Searching for believers

Hands tied

You all lied

Macabre marauder

Voices in my head

It’s not your time

I don’t need a mother

Guess I’ll just ride

With my brother

Second guessing myself

It’s second nature

Second skin

If I could just get my mind off it

I’d get a second chance

Take a look at the abusers

In the rear view mirror

Full speed

No longer in need

Knife to my back

Concrete coming fast

(Image by Alexander Jansson)

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18 thoughts on “Knife to my Back

  1. Dont feel bad there is a Mars Pluto opposition in orb now so its just connected archetypal energies the blog commenter picked up on. This is such a powerful poem id love to see it set to music with cinematic images , though I know it comed fom deep down in your soul…☺

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          1. Sorry, I should have been clearer. I’m just a bit full of it at the moment, as a lot of my family live near that part of London, so I’m watching it unfold with horror daily. I realize you didn’t mean that at all when you wrote it… but the image certainly reminded me of hearing that people jumped out, and threw their children out… I kind of hope people ARE offended: it’s a disgusting result of callous, mercenary political decisions…

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              1. Bless you. I love your poetry; it was definitely the image which upset me, and it is indeed just unlucky timing! But I’m only one of many readers… and I just re-blogged someone else’s poetic response to the fire in fact. We all have our contribution to make xO

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                1. I really appreciate you bringing it to my attention and so sorry to have upset you. Had I been thinking of that tragedy, I would have never used that picture. The last thing I want to do is hurt people, especially when they are already hurting so badly. Thank you so much. Keeping you in my thoughts and sending love ❤

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        1. I wasn’t thinking about that when I wrote it so I hope I didn’t offend anyone. That was definitely not my intention. It is such a heartbreaking event. Poor timing on my part. Apologies to anyone who may have been offended ❤

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