I need another anchor
To help keep me grounded
Open to a new approach
Chanting and praying
Anything to keep me from fading
Falling apart
Walk right through me
Rip open my heart
I’ll take the pain
You get the gain
Love comes at a cost
Calibrated clear vision
Hyper honed hearing
Hawk like precision
See it all
Feel it all
My ultimate downfall
Fighting through
Pretending life is nothing more
Than a never ending masquerade ball
Hope floats
And tangles
In electrical wires
My life is a perpetually burning building
I’m a mystery of modern science
Call in an expert physician
It must be what I’m eating
A vitamin deficiency
I need to get more sleep
Perhaps there’s a lack of faith
Put my fate in the hands of the human race
Let them gently remind me
It’s the little things that matter
Spend the day with someone you love
Right before the sun sets
It’s all an illusion
Constant contradictory chatter
Spotless minded delusion
I’m infected with society
Desperate desire for my saving deity
Amid the ashes
It’s a lost cause
Call a taxi
Shatter the glass
Get the axe
Break out in protest
Break out in tears
Enough to fill an ocean
Suck the last drop of poisonous potion
Blooming is complete
Back to dust
As healed as I can get
Admit defeat
Impaled by my crystal amulet
Eloquent and poignant
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Gorgeous and raw. This really resonated. I felt like I could have (and wished I had!) written “Hope floats/
And tangles/In electrical wires”
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Thank you! It’s interesting what pops into our minds when we hear certain phrases. I heard something related to hope floats and that’s the first image that popped into my (slightly deranged) mind 😉
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My mind can be a twisty place as well. My slightly deranged mind salutes the slightly your deranged mind.
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Slightly deranged minds unite!!
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Amazing writing!
And my heart truly goes out to you!
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Thank you! I’m really doing okay, therapeutic writing helps! I appreciate your kind words ❤
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You are most welcome
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Damn, girl. This is STRONG! ❤
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Thank you! Good to hear, glad you like it ❤
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You’re so welcome. This is stellar work,
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This makes me happy 🙂
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❤ I'm happy you're happy!
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Lol! Happy happy happy!
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I feel you. Heartfelt and painful.
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Thank you. Life with mental illness is more than enough… and then to have a chronic illness thrown in just feels like too much at times.
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yes it does. I understand as I have both struggles as well. I always try to tell myself it could be worse. But you do get tired and beat down. Sorry you are suffering. I will remember you in my prayers 🙂
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I’m sorry you have to know the struggle too. Yes, it could always be worse, that is true. It does get so tiring and hard to accept new limitations. Thank you for your kind words ❤
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You are most welcome my friend ❤
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