I had a feeling my world was amiss. I’d been dizzy, foggy, confused, listless. There was familiarity there, beside me, dog-like loyalty. Curiosity kept pulling at the leash, trying to change my direction. An auspicious white light in the distance caught my eye, illuminated by freshly sprouted emerald grass. My stomach turned, my heart skipped. Calling for closer inspection, though it terrified me, an omen, best avoided despite undeniable necessity. I still had to see. Reticent steps, revealing a clearer collage. Feathers. A clue. Like downy reluctant clouds dripped a few bits to remind me I’m here on earth and my attention is needed. Speckled with flecks of blood, I wonder, rain drops, tears, why is this here? I followed the feathered trail far into the forest, my heartbeat quickening, shaking, as the light grew dim. Reminding myself how brave I’ve been, how strong I am. A professor of self-protection.
Startled. A venue of vultures took flight, angered at my sight. Giant wings like falling trees, domino style, one after the other, exhaling wind through my hair, sending a shiver down my spine. Freshly dead doves lay scattered, feathers hung from the trees, a contradictory decoration, a celebration or an admonishment. Amongst the mess rests a suitcase, tattered and torn, dirty and draggled. Yet sealed and stitched with your name just visible. I should have known it was you, sneaking your way into my dreams while you sneak your way out of my life. Flooded by uncertainty, won over by curiosity, I opened the remains of a life committed to a box and cried. Buried inside and bursting to be set free, words, secrets, promises and pacts. There must be more than this? A hidden compartment? An answer to your betrayal, your leaving, your reason? Perhaps the vultures had eaten it away. The carrion of your heart. Or mine. I search the remains only to find more pain. But there’s a slight glimmer. There, beneath disturbed leaves and raw bones, a cracked mirror. I recognize the value of it’s reflection, eyes locked on my own longing. A gift I gave to you when your truth was mine. Reclaimed, for you could no longer see, out of time. Nothing left but blame.
You forgot that I am a wild fire. You aren’t precise enough to snuff my flames. Not willing to hold your misery. I take the pieces that belong to me, tear the photographs in half, come to my senses and pronounce enough. Slide my smiling memories securely in my chest pocket. You can’t have that. Sitting on the fence, a feather tucked behind my ear, watching with beady eyes, vulture culture, while the rest of you burned. Sending bright white smoke back to blend with the clouds from whence you came. You are forever nothing more, than a temporary cloud to my glorious sun.
(Image from Pinterest)
Yes, this is an amazing piece. Very powerful, and I loved your message of strength in the end. Soon, I hope, I’ll be able to be my glorious sun again, and thank you for reminding me that such a self exists.
In the meantime, I’d love some chicken soup. But I wouldn’t feed it to my sole.
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Lol! Thank you for reading! I’m glad you like it (and the comments… Ward is fun to talk with). 🙂
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Thank you so much 🙂
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Wow that was powerful! I think we’ve all been there, feeling that sense of release, taking back our power and control. I loved this!
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Thank you!
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Absolutely amazing! ❤ ❤ ❤
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Thank you! ❤
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This is a very powerful piece of writing: you hold the tension brilliantly.
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Thank you! What a wonderful compliment ❤
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🙂
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This is a deeply talented piece of self expression from the soul…. such meaningful imagery.
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Thank you!
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The imagery here is intense and beautiful. It painted the landscape clearly for me and with that sent a powerful emotional message. This is raw and wonderful. Thank you for sharing.
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Thank you so much!
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My god, this was a beautiful dream and poem. You have a gift. It’s socks. I didn’t know what you wanted! Sorry. But you have another gift – you are a brilliant writer!
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Thank you for the kind words (and the socks) 😉
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I just wanted your feet to stay warm while you were writing so beautifully. 🙂
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I’m glad you’re taking my well-being into consideration 🙂
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I’d send you chicken soup if I could. Even if you’re not sick, that makes you feel better. lol
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I’ll be sure to stock up on socks and chicken soup next time I’m at the local warehouse store!
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Oh, at your local Socks And Stocks, eh? The Broth and Bootie? Fowl and Footie?
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Soup for the sole…
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And in one comment, you destroyed all my little puns. Nice! You’re smart. 🙂
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Not destroying, just toying 🙂
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I meant, destroying by coming up with a much better one. lol
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I gottcha 😉
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