I Was

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Whatever was left inside
Right out through the floor tiles

I was cracked
I think
Cracked for so long
All the angels blood slipped right out

I left my wounds open
Far too many days
The demons must’ve seen me
As an invitation
Oozing black tears

I was no longer a child
..The light..
To find solace, I pushed all the brightness away
Letting in a sweet

I was cracked

Tying together all the words of pain
Of regret

Tying them all together
Into a makeshift casing
Pulling them around this skin
So tightly

Keeping all the demons
My companions
In this body

Led by the
The demons chewed apart these

Feeding off the
Surrounding every single molecule
I was nothing but bone.

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